Focusing on Gratitude

Still working hard to deal with the anxiety about the impending move. Today is the last day before we move into the final week countdown. Oy vey.

Devon's mom has been an absolute treasure, trying everything she can to help me get through this.

Earlier in the week Carolynn told me that the answer to everything is love. Just feeling and embracing love.

However, the next morning she corrected that and said she realized that sometimes when life is too dark you can't feel love. Which in that case, you should switch to gratitude. As gratitude leads to love.

So I got the idea that maybe since I'm feeling so much fear about moving to Israel, perhaps I should focus on gratitude. So here goes.

62 Reasons to Be Grateful for Going to Israel

1. Free plane ticket (even if it's only one way!)
2. I can take my dogs (even if is costing a small fortune).
3. No dog quarantine. When we land in Israel the dogs are instant citizens too. No having to wait in a at some custom's kennel for 6 months to prove they are healthy.
4. Instant citizenship for both Devon and I.
5. Six months living allowance.
6. Free medical for the first year, with no pre-existing condition limitations.
7. Free language training. Hebrew Ulpan for 6 months to help us learn how to speak, read, and write in Hebrew.
8. Mediterranean Sea. I will finally get to live near a beach.
9. Get to go visit all the places I have blogged about over the years.
10. Found Air BnB hosts who were... okay about dogs, us arriving in the middle of the night, and willing to let us use their address as our arrival address for our Israeli Identity cards. 
11. Lots of American/Israeli Facebook friends available to help answer all of our questions.
12. All the contacts my friend Nily has given me - especially her friend, Gila.
13. Lots of great places to see and explore that aren't even listed in my blog.
14. Anatel cell phone - because I can have an Israeli number AND I get to keep my US cell phone number as a virtual phone number. Wow, how clever is that?
15. I will live in a country, where for the first time in my life, I will not be the minority.
16. With today's technology (Zoom, Facebook, Uberconference, Whats App, etc.) I can stay in touch with family and friends.
17. Being in the Middle East we will be in the middle of the world (great spot to travel from).
18. If we don't like Haifa we can always move somewhere else. We are not obligated to stay where we first start out.
19. I get to experience living in a world where people barter for things. Kind of different.
20. Will have the opportunity/experiences to finish writing my book "Letter in the Torah."
21. According to an Intuitive Reading I had awhile back, I have some "unfinished business from a prior life in Israel." Which means I have the unique opportunity to finally resolve this and move on.
22. I am making a difference by being an Israeli that is a Reform Jewish Woman in an Interfaith Marriage (I'm definitely not the norm).
23. Get to go to Safed and maybe I will "see" those mystical Kabbalists in-person (or at least in-spirit).
24. Get to walk in my Grandfather's footsteps (Grandad Tim was stationed with the British Military in Haifa in 1936).
25. Get to walk in my mother's footsteps. She loved Israel and wanted to move there. Maybe I'm bringing a part of her home.
26. Israel is the Start-Up Nation that embraces High Tech. This might be a good place for my tech skills to flourish.
27. They have a moderate climate. It's a lot warmer in Israel than when we were living in Logan, UT.
28. My husband wants to got with me. Sometimes I think he actually wants to go more than I do.
29. Israel allows for dual citizenship. Which means I don't have to give up my American, British, or Canadian citizenship.
30. Dogs get to ride on the buses in Israel. Since we won't have a car. Thank goodness for that.
31. Might finally learn Hebrew after all these years of failing miserably.
32. Get to learn (or at least be exposed) other languages too. Russian. Arabic.
33. Get to live in a country with an incredible history.
34. Lots and lots and lots of beach cities/towns to explore.
35. Might get to check out a kibbutz. I've always been curious about what they are like.
36. Lots of sunshine, palm trees, and other exotic Mediterranean flora and fauna.
37. Get to walk in the shoes of my own children and see/experience what they did on their Birthright Trips.
38. New foods to taste for the first time. 
39. Can learn how to cook (or watch Devon) new dishes.
40. Will be living a simpler life. Won't be encumbered by what it takes to run/clean a big house. 
41. Can carve out a new life for myself as an empty-nester. Still trying to figure out my own identity, now that my kids have grown up and moved on with their own lives.
42. Got a referral for a veterinarian in Haifa who speaks English.
43. My Las Vegas library card might still allow me to check out Kindle books.
44. They have an IKEA in Haifa!
45. We can live without owning a car (I hope).
46. Easy to get to Tel Aviv by train and then on to Jerusalem.
47. Haifa is the only city that has transportation on Shabbat.
48. Lots of Jewish holidays in Israel. I will never again experiencing the conflict of trying to observe Jewish holidays in a place where I'm the minority.
49. They have a public library. Books. (Although if they are only in Hebrew... I'm toast.)
50. They have some nice people that I have already made friends with from the US. So, not everyone in the country will be wanting to cheat, steal, or kill us.
51. Amazon just opened there. Apparently they are not doing well. 
52. While they don't have an Apple Store, they do have authorized Apple repair companies.
53. Their coast faces the "right way" for me. They face WEST. So it will be like walking on the beach in OR, CA, or Mexico. I have never liked the East Coast. Just feels odd to me.
54. We do already have friends and family there. Steve & Ona. Devon's cousin, Mara.
55. Moving to Israel could lead to an exciting and adventurous life. 
56. The Bahai Gardens look like such a beautiful spot to visit.
57. We get to do a reboot with our lives - it's truly a second act for Devon and I.
58. They do have "groups" I can join. Like WordPress and other meetups.
59. They have a Toastmasters group. But they are unchartered. What's up with that?
60. Get to be part of the survival of Judaism. Be part of Theodore Hertzl's Zionist dream - "Jews returning to the land God gave the Jewish people."
61. Since we will be walking everywhere - I might be more fit.
62. Medical treatments might be more advanced.